I had a very nice weekend. NOW I RETURN TO HEL- er NOW I RETURN TO REALITY.
cny pics in london chinatown will be put up later when I have more time to waste.
WARNING: FROM NOW ON THIS IS AN EMO POST
I have been afflicted with the malady of OMGIDONTWANTTODOWORK.
I should, because it goes in my portfolio and I need a good portfolio and I want good comments from my tutors, but I don't feel like doing something that has been modified from my original vision by my tutor... even if it would sit better with the tutors/reviewers that way.
I'm slowly going insane but that's no secret :p
I thought it would be different in the UK, but in the end it's the same principle as TOA - just that they allow you leeway to draw however you want, if that's any consolation lol.
I also feel like being hikikomori because I want to produce lovely fanarts and since my brain is programmed in such a way I don't feel like starting small talk with my coursemates hallmates etc. unless it concerns fandom in some way.
ALSO I AM FRUSTRATED BECAUSE MY HAND WANTS TO PRODUCE LOVELY FANARTS BUT I CAN'T USE LOVELY FANARTS IN MY PORTFOLIO SO I HAVE TO DO SHITTY COLLEGE WORK ARGH ARGH ARGH MY HAND IS REBELLING.
END EMO POST
On a separate note I will be moving blogs soon because I wanna put a fugly link thinger at the side to other humans' blogs. Also because ... because. I actually have a lj account from yonks and yonks ago (2002, anyone?) so I considered that option, but then again I foresee that it will end up occupying ALL my free time (and also I do not understand css coding. none at all. I are stoopid) so. wordpress ahoy? :
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